25 a strange age ..

So I'll be 25 in a month and it has really gotten me thinking about life! I use to always think I'd be married with child by now, I am not but 3 years ago I did find the man of my dreams and we own a home a home now and are planning our future together!i love him with all my heart and couldn't imagine my life with anyone else. He is the most amazing man in the world (to me at least!) I was just thinking about how still at this age I continue to find out who my real friends are. It sucks because I want to have that one friend whom I can share everything with! I already do that with Steven but you also need that girl to be able to share moments with and get advice from. I have a good handful of girlfriends and I love them do much but I am not super lose with any of them and I hate it. I don't have that fiend whom I have known since I was little and I do not talk to any one I went to high school with. I have lost many friends in the last two years and it sucks, I have realized they are not longer in my life because they are not true friends, too into drama and do not have the same values as I do. It's for a good reason that I have decided not to be friends with these people but at the same time it hurts. I want that girl friend that I can be excited about my wedding with or raise our babies together and I often wonder if that will happen. Life is crazy how it works and things fall into place. I need to remember that everything happens for a reason and people are placed in our lives to either be there for us and bless our lives or to show what we deserve and remind us of what is most important! I have had the opportunity to find the love of my life and embrace our future together and that is what I plan to do. If people can not understand my life and my decisions that is their problem and not ours. We are the happiest we have ever been and get to share our lives with each other and those whom want to be a part of it. Happy Friday everyone I hope you enjoy your weekend!