Advent Study

So I have decided I would join in on another bible study session with Good Morning Girls.  

I did one over the summer and LOVED it but failed to complete it.  

So here we go AGAIN ...

http://www.goodmorninggirls.org/

This is a 4 week Advent Study-Keeping Our Focus on Jesus.  I think this will be good because I truly believe that the true meaning behind Christmas has been lost.  It is very important to me to always remember and have it said in our house what Christmas is truly about so that when we fill our home with children they will know what that day is really about!

If you're interested in joining in go to www.GoodMorningGirls.com and read a little more about them and what this Study will offer and if you decide its for you then subscribe to their emails and you will receive your free eBook so you will be able to join in!

I am hoping to be able to post once a week about my studies and possibly have a button so we can do a link up!

Hope you join along on this study to Focus on Jesus this Holiday season

Nativity

In appliance love

Well here's another one to home ownership! 

 *cheers*

While cooking dinner last Sunday and enjoying a bottle of wine, we heard a "tick" I thought it was the lid to my pot I had placed on the stove about to break so I removed it and put it in the sink and heard "tick" we'll shit now I'm confused! Then all of a sudden it gets faster "tick tick tick" ... "tick tick tick tick" ... And I look at the stove and all the burners were sparking like they were trying to light.

Ahhh of course I freak out thinking my house is gonna blow up so we reach around and unplug it from the wall. Thinking it rest it self, we plug it back in and it kept sparking, well seeing as we were in the middle of cooking dinner we had to finish so we dealt with the "tick tick tick" and finished our dinner quickly then unplugged the stove.

After dinner we took apart the stove to see that the mice had found their way into the stove top (again) and made a nice home.

*BOO*

So of course we were both beyond discussed that we didn't realize this earlier ..

So bye bye old nasty stove and hello new one :)

I was made we had to buy a new stove when we needed a dishwasher or fridge but I cook every night so its a necessity.

I love our new one way better 

Its the simple things in life that make me happy.

Baby Fever

Well every where I turn its like guess who's pregnant?, we're having a ..., baby this baby that.

I'm going to SCREAM!

For my whole life my dream has been to be a wife and a mother.

For almost a year I've been off birth control (bc) and nothing has come of it. We're not really trying but still what's up?

Since I knew "how you get pregnant" I've always had a feeling, strong feeling, it would be very hard or not possible at all for me to get pregnant. Just a feeling I have never actually been told that. 

Now to add to my fear I've been hearing and doing research about the HPV Vaccine Gardasil and the damage it has done to many girls. I was given this shot a few years back as well as tested positive for HPV and had a procedure done to remove the abnormal cells that were cause from a form of HPV.

Well so the damage that has happened to girls who have revived this shot which by the way is given to girls as young as 11. Yes 11, just blows my mind. We do not believe in vaccines (this will be another post) so I don't have to worry about this for our children. Anyways Gardasil has been the cause of death in almost 50 young girls, it made a young girl in Australia infertile, and has been the cause of ovarian cysts and infertility. This is very scary and makes me want to go out and get all the tests done to make sure things are ok down there!!

I tell myself it will happen when it's suppose to. There is a time for everything. But I say that because I'm hiding my true feelings and honestly I'm scared to death .. Scared beyond words. I really do hope it will happen when it's suppose to but deep down I'm worried.

Sorry for this ramble of a post I had to get all my thoughts out cause I'm going to flip out.

I'm truly happy for all my friends who are pregnant and those about to have their babies, even in my sad days I truly and happy for them all but I'm still sad it's not us.

I'm sick of people saying "it will happen when it's suppose to." Or "I thought you two wanted to be married first? Why would you be considering a kids now?" And "you're still so young, you shouldn't worry" .. I want to tell them all to just shut up. Gah

Christmas in Hawaii

Looks like this Christmas we will be spending it in Hawaii with my boss and their family!

I'm looking forward to it .. in a way.

There is a slight chance Steven will not be able to join and honestly if he doesn't I'm not so sure I can bare going there with out him and spending Christmas alone.

Disney Hotel

this will be our home for one week 

Id take it only if I can have my man with me.

This place is beyond beautiful AMAZING!

Hotel's Beach

It will be an adventure as we will have all 4 kids with us so I'm not sure how much alone or "adult" time we will get but I know if Steven comes we will have a blast.

I can just see us walking along the beaches, exploring a land so new to us that might make us never want to leave :)  So many possibilities of great adventure

I get very excited to think about the "Christmas" we will have in Hawaii and honestly until we have kids I think its the best way to spend Christmas.  Never been to fond of the holiday, many people have forgotten the real meaning of Christmas and think its all about the presents. 

So we will see what happens in the next few months and hopefully you will be seeing pictures of the fun we had and mine and Steven's first real vacation together!

Love or wifely duties?

What do you ladies do for you man/husband every day?

My every day..

work out
shower

make coffee/tea

make lunch

make breakfast

run off to work for 10 hours 

come home

make dinner

light cleaning

laundry

go to bed

for over three years now I have played the wife role without even being the wife.

some days it's tiring but I wouldn't trade it for anything else.

I hear many guys talk about how there are not woman out there that do these things for their man.  Some times I just cannot understand why not.

Not only do I get satisfaction that I can take care of my family but he loves that he gets a home cooked meal every night and a delicious lunch to take to work!  I'm pretty sure he is the only one of his friends that wife does this for them! 

*excuse me while I pat myself on the back, because yes, Yes I do deserve it!*

So men there are still some woman out there that take care of there men like they should!

I wasn't raised this way, no one every told me the woman's role is in the home to cook, clean and raise children but I have always believed this!